Might as well make it public

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Okay, look. Yesterday was a bad day. A very bad day. I'm not gonna sit here and make excuses for what I said or did. But I been spending the last I dunno, hour or two 'being talked down' in a way. And while I'm not gonna say I was wrong in anything, it's not something I do. I usually stand by what I say.

I'm sorry. You have no idea how much that kills, but fuck it. I did it in a PM to Sam. Might as well just make it public. I'm sorry Sam, sorry Z, sorry fuckin everybody. Okay, I'm erm, well. 'I walk into gunfire' alot. More than alot. Almost daily I get myself into a hole or stick my foot in my mouth. I can't really help it, it's just me.

I've got nothing against Sam, as hard as that may be to believe after yesterday. I really don't. I got nothing against Z either. nor do I have anything against anyone here. Like I said a few weeks ago, I been a little burnt out here. And it's got nothing to do with results or storyline or any of that. It's just, I been working here every week since I got here. It just turned to work and well, I got tired of it. I still wanna be here, but you know. After yesterday I doubt I'll be here much longer >.>

So I guess, last things last. Sorry Guys.