Post by mrscenabatista on Jul 23, 2007 19:55:04 GMT -5
Alright...This is the "blog/ diary type thing" I put a poll out about earlier to see if i should do it majority of u sed yes sooo. her it goes...This is 95% fictional...I found a bunch of my old diaries and took pieces of those from high school and messed with them a bit....so here's tirst one it's gonna be part 1 of a 2 or 3 part entry so read it and let me know if i should put out another one...
Dear journal,
Kay this is the first one of these things I’ve written on my comp. so here we go. It’s June 25 (technically) at 2:45 am.
I'm listening to cemetery gates by pantera and its ending. So yeah I’m gonna be 15 in about 3 days I’m kind of excited. I’m already on summer break right now. I’ve regulated between a 3.5 to a 3.8 GPA. Well after my first year at high school I gotta say I’m really as smart as people cracked me up to be. After doing horrible in middle school I’m finally bringing it around and being smart. let's see here, this'll probably be the longest entry cuz I’m gonna try to do one of theses at least once a week and I wanna update this as much as possible, first few month's of high school contained: me starting school and being a loner for like the first 2 days, cuz June my buddy who I was 'pose to start with got registered late!
Alicia one of my enemy's also goes here, hopefully when looking back on these I’ll remember how our relationship came to this because I sure as hell don't wanna repeat it now, it's such a tired tale…*Maybe will touch on in a later entry*. High School changed June, she went thru a crisis and decided she didn't wanna be my friend anymore, I tried not to get to mad cuz I knew she was a keeper friend. when I finally blew up at her for pinning her self un-assurance on me I started to hang out with a girl from my Home Ec class, Sam, I guess she kind of looked to me as a "cool kid" for my style, and an attitude of I really don't care. She’s really cool. At first when I was hanging out with her it was me her, a girl named Kiera, Mandy, Shelby, her 11th grade sister Jennifer, and Terry. In the end it was just me and Kiera.
But it started with Mandy leaving. After everything I found out she didn't like me she and shelby talked proverbial "shit" about me since the first day I sat with them, that same style that had Sam liking me had them hating me for not fitting into their cast system, or world of socially acceptable style. Whatever. Mandy was perfectly skinny at a perfect size zero. Cheah right. She was that small but in no way to me perfect. She had a rather big birth mark on her face, yet she walked as if she was the hottest thing and usually I look upon girls like that with respect for not caring, or at least looking like they don't care, about a daunting physical aspect but she was a bitch with a capital BE-YOTCH! I sorry but I can't really give anything but a physical aspect of her because unfortunately she left before I could get to know her.
I still don't understand how you could not like someone right off the bat like that unless they came off as a total bitch, and I didn't or at least I don’t think I did. I was pretty shy when meeting them all for once I was actually nervous about fitting in with a group of people. Anyway. Shelby, she was stick skinny as well, smaller than Mandy I believe. She too was some what bitchy but hides it better than Mandy. She was fond of a yellow wife beater with a bee wearing a tiara on it. I never really understood it until Kiera explained it meant queen bee, which in turn means bitch apparently. She sat with us on and off because she didn't like me either.
Jennifer, she was Shelby’s older sister. I found it weird that she was a junior sitting with freshmen...I felt it was a bit sad. she eventually left too, I don't know if she liked me I never heard anything bad from her...but who knows what she thought of me, although I don't care I would like to know...I’m so damn nosy....anyway it left us down to a core group of Terry, Kiera, Sam and myself....so there's Terry, or as Kiera and I named her later on Terry the talking fucking trashcan but I’ll get to that later. she was thin to but as the other's it was too thin for my taste, don't get me wrong I’d love to be a little thinner but I love my curves, I’d just like a flatter tummy, any way.
Terry had really curly hair not like mine but the kind of curly that's kind of sad cuz you know you'd never want your hair to be that way. Well in my opinion Terry should have been a little more modest but she had a pretty big ego. I remember one time Sam and I were talking about shoes and Terry abruptly interrupts to ear rape us with "I know I love my feet". WTF...don't care if you do! I wanted to say...but getting back to it all, that's just how she was and it was kind of sad. Sam was a nice girl, some aspects I would like to change but, who doesn't want to change crap about other people, I mean who know what other's, especially my parents, would like to change about me....Anyway she was also thin, (I unno what I was doing hanging out with all these damn anorexics! just kidding!)
Sam was really nice to let me into her group, she appeared to be the back bone of the group, and everyone came together because of her. She, well to tell the truth as much time as I spent with her inside and outside of classes I don't really have much to say about the girl, I think she's nice and a pretty good friend but I can't really think of to much to say about her...she was just so relaxed about everything I just can't really say too much. I’m sorry. Well, then I met a white bitch named Kiera, she was born outta wedlock and her dad worked at a Wienerschnitzel (sorry inside joke) any way she was a thin girl with curves, but she looked good, even though she insisted she needed to lose weight. It took me two weeks to get a full conversation outta her but I'm glad I persisted she turned out to be one of my best friends. She was, in my opinion, a very pretty girl even though she didn't think so. She has some self esteem issues.......If ya wanna see part 2 cast ur vote!
Dear journal,
Kay this is the first one of these things I’ve written on my comp. so here we go. It’s June 25 (technically) at 2:45 am.
I'm listening to cemetery gates by pantera and its ending. So yeah I’m gonna be 15 in about 3 days I’m kind of excited. I’m already on summer break right now. I’ve regulated between a 3.5 to a 3.8 GPA. Well after my first year at high school I gotta say I’m really as smart as people cracked me up to be. After doing horrible in middle school I’m finally bringing it around and being smart. let's see here, this'll probably be the longest entry cuz I’m gonna try to do one of theses at least once a week and I wanna update this as much as possible, first few month's of high school contained: me starting school and being a loner for like the first 2 days, cuz June my buddy who I was 'pose to start with got registered late!
Alicia one of my enemy's also goes here, hopefully when looking back on these I’ll remember how our relationship came to this because I sure as hell don't wanna repeat it now, it's such a tired tale…*Maybe will touch on in a later entry*. High School changed June, she went thru a crisis and decided she didn't wanna be my friend anymore, I tried not to get to mad cuz I knew she was a keeper friend. when I finally blew up at her for pinning her self un-assurance on me I started to hang out with a girl from my Home Ec class, Sam, I guess she kind of looked to me as a "cool kid" for my style, and an attitude of I really don't care. She’s really cool. At first when I was hanging out with her it was me her, a girl named Kiera, Mandy, Shelby, her 11th grade sister Jennifer, and Terry. In the end it was just me and Kiera.
But it started with Mandy leaving. After everything I found out she didn't like me she and shelby talked proverbial "shit" about me since the first day I sat with them, that same style that had Sam liking me had them hating me for not fitting into their cast system, or world of socially acceptable style. Whatever. Mandy was perfectly skinny at a perfect size zero. Cheah right. She was that small but in no way to me perfect. She had a rather big birth mark on her face, yet she walked as if she was the hottest thing and usually I look upon girls like that with respect for not caring, or at least looking like they don't care, about a daunting physical aspect but she was a bitch with a capital BE-YOTCH! I sorry but I can't really give anything but a physical aspect of her because unfortunately she left before I could get to know her.
I still don't understand how you could not like someone right off the bat like that unless they came off as a total bitch, and I didn't or at least I don’t think I did. I was pretty shy when meeting them all for once I was actually nervous about fitting in with a group of people. Anyway. Shelby, she was stick skinny as well, smaller than Mandy I believe. She too was some what bitchy but hides it better than Mandy. She was fond of a yellow wife beater with a bee wearing a tiara on it. I never really understood it until Kiera explained it meant queen bee, which in turn means bitch apparently. She sat with us on and off because she didn't like me either.
Jennifer, she was Shelby’s older sister. I found it weird that she was a junior sitting with freshmen...I felt it was a bit sad. she eventually left too, I don't know if she liked me I never heard anything bad from her...but who knows what she thought of me, although I don't care I would like to know...I’m so damn nosy....anyway it left us down to a core group of Terry, Kiera, Sam and myself....so there's Terry, or as Kiera and I named her later on Terry the talking fucking trashcan but I’ll get to that later. she was thin to but as the other's it was too thin for my taste, don't get me wrong I’d love to be a little thinner but I love my curves, I’d just like a flatter tummy, any way.
Terry had really curly hair not like mine but the kind of curly that's kind of sad cuz you know you'd never want your hair to be that way. Well in my opinion Terry should have been a little more modest but she had a pretty big ego. I remember one time Sam and I were talking about shoes and Terry abruptly interrupts to ear rape us with "I know I love my feet". WTF...don't care if you do! I wanted to say...but getting back to it all, that's just how she was and it was kind of sad. Sam was a nice girl, some aspects I would like to change but, who doesn't want to change crap about other people, I mean who know what other's, especially my parents, would like to change about me....Anyway she was also thin, (I unno what I was doing hanging out with all these damn anorexics! just kidding!)
Sam was really nice to let me into her group, she appeared to be the back bone of the group, and everyone came together because of her. She, well to tell the truth as much time as I spent with her inside and outside of classes I don't really have much to say about the girl, I think she's nice and a pretty good friend but I can't really think of to much to say about her...she was just so relaxed about everything I just can't really say too much. I’m sorry. Well, then I met a white bitch named Kiera, she was born outta wedlock and her dad worked at a Wienerschnitzel (sorry inside joke) any way she was a thin girl with curves, but she looked good, even though she insisted she needed to lose weight. It took me two weeks to get a full conversation outta her but I'm glad I persisted she turned out to be one of my best friends. She was, in my opinion, a very pretty girl even though she didn't think so. She has some self esteem issues.......If ya wanna see part 2 cast ur vote!
